As life progresses, it gets manifested there are reasons for events to happen, for people to meet....for new relationships to be built.

And it has been hard to learn, but I am learning - organizations are not families...colleagues are not family members - so need not to expect the same degree of commitment, same intensity of care, same kind of integrity & honesty as I would have towards them.  More important learning - why should I have that kind of commitment and care for them as I would have for my family members.   

Ongoing times have strange mix of pain and peace.  Peace of mind on professional front, pain of being away from my family.....Mummyji, Namrata, Lakshanya, Devanshi.  They also need me.

Such a state of dilemma, really not able to fix the solution that is conducive to all fronts.  And then the thought prevails......would there be any such solution that will be conducive to all fronts? 

I need to stop procrastinating....

I need to find back some of my passions / stress busters - writing, reading, painting....


Over and above this, the list of people to write about gets added on...

Ajay Kapoor

Priyam, my niece

D K Goel

Ajay Koul

Prachi