Floating....where to?

Since an unknown point in time zone, I have become what I never wanted to be - amorphous, dithering, depleted, and with all this, just another guy in crowd, faceless.  Why do I feel so, I do not know.  Not that I do not have sufficient load of goals in life, I do have them.  I also have the knowledge that I need to achieve them.  I know how the people who matter to me (and to whom, I do matter) have been relentlessly trying to plug me out of this mode....

But why again I keep looking at life as an unending vicious circle for me, where I am stuck up, immobile, pegged to infinite depth leaving me no space to raise my head and breathe.

Coming back

Almost 4 years since I wrote here. 

Have been writing sporadically, and i don't know if anyone else reads all this....

Writing for self, reading to self :)

And these 4 years, life has moved through so many circles, and one amazing thing at least that has happened in these 4 years - birth of my second daughter, Devanshi.